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It is funny I am 5 ft. 4 inches and weigh 220 lbs. I am big. Ok plus size, however I feel small inside. Even when I look into the mirror adjusting my clothing, I believe I am looking at a smaller version of myself. It is funny I have always felt that way, until recently.

You see, my friend has a small pool and he is great at maintaining the waters clarity. Recently the pool developed a small algae problem, which he found difficult to solve. He was talking to me beside the pool about his dilemma with his apartment rental tenant who wanted to pay a small amount every three months and not one big lump sum for the year (which was the original contract). The more he talked to me about this the more he realized that he was dealing with small issues rather than the big picture. He compared his inner conflict with the pool. He had tried small dosages of pool chemicals when it really needed to have a complete big overhaul.

I saw him the other day and he told me the tenant had moved out. I said, What? He told me he had talked to his tenant and told him it was not working out for the two of them. He recommended an apartment close by he could rent by the month. Shortly after that an older couple, friends of his parents were in town and needed an apartment (his apartment is in 1 block from the city hospital) while the husband was going through chemotherapy. They signed a year contract and paid in advance. I was thinking perfect timing or bigger thinking.

How is the pool?, I said and he replied, Crystal clear! Just like me.

I went home and thought about his luck or had he just read The Secret. I told myself to stop focusing on the smaller issues and think big. Small packages are easy to open but they take more time and effort. So, I am feeling my way out of my small skin and standing big, visible and plus size.

posted by generousfashions  # 4:37 AM